Describing Me.

In a nutshell, this is me. One thing I am is, I am aware. This illness makes me believe the following words. 

Alone. Afraid. Aware. Anxiety.

Beaten. Battle.

Confused. Creative.

Death. Disappointment. Drained. Depressed. Defeated.

Exit. ECT.

Failure. Fight. Fading. Frantic.

Gloomy.

Horror. Helpless.

Idiot. Ill.

Joke.

Knife.

Loser. Lost. Letdown.

Medications. Monster.

Needy. Nuisance. Negative.

Outraged. OCD. Obsessive.

Private. Poor. Pathetic. Problematic.

Quiet. Quit.

Reality.

Stupid. Sad. Secretive. Seduced. Scrambled. Struggle. Suicide. Sick.

Troubled. Terrified. Teased. Traumatic.

Useless. Unwelcomed.

Vindicated. Viscous.

Worthless. Wild. Wicked. Worry.

X-Rays

Young.

Zealous.